Warming up my engine...

I have been feeling breathless lately... very busy, so busy and yet nothing has been done! Dono actually busy with what! How can I continue on like this! Forcing myself to crank the engine... and it is now warming up! Recollecting my thought...
1. The girls turning 2 soon... goto hv more constructive learning. Cannot just everyday mess the house, doodling, slumber party, small eye meet small eye and start westling.
2. Yes, I am 32 but that doesnt mean I hv to become "auntie". 1st of all must shred off those pounds of fats that have been hugging on me for 21mos. I must regain back my 45kg slender!
3. Hush Hush Hush ! Let go!

Ok! Now my engine has started. My life was in a mess. The girls, the maid, my work and... that man in my house. I feel so lost, dono what to do. Everythings like not progressing, not appropriate. I am hoping the man will be supportive and invole more in the family but what he concern is only own thing, that is work! Isnt the family also cat under his thing?!!! Anyway Im not going to argue and fume with him anymore. This is wasting my time! I just have to be happier and depend on own and move on!