I wish... I wish... I wish for...

If I have Aladdin's magical lamp, probably I'll ask genie to turn back the clock and I will reject to marry that man this time round!

Why? Why not ask genie to change your man into a better person instead?

Huh! Probably even genie will sigh and shake his head... impossiblility...
朽木不可雕 !
(impossible to make a good carve from a rotten bad log)

... ... ... ... ...

Ok... that was just my words of impulse... luckily I used the words "probably". Though he's a bad log, still he float...
But that man's brain circuit is definately haywire!!!

That man thinks taking care of kids and housechores are woman's responsibility and he is very good enough to help around and yet Im not appreciating but keep complaining. I am not calculating and in fact whatever I do for my my girls, is out of my most will. But he forget, Im working too. If I can, I wish I could but many of time, I have a mind but incapably...

I request that man understanding, hoping he can spend more time helping out... and his reply...
"this is your problems already... you must find you own solution then..."

I try not to bother my mum to babysit my girls but whenever it happen that both of us have a schedule...
"put them with your mum then..."
"but mum is tire too... she has another two kids to take care..."
"your mums' two are grown-up... they shdnt need much attention... furthermore is not everytime..."

He never understand the attention require for all ages children and considerate for my mum's age can be quite tiring to take care children. No doubt is not everytime, but he has the habit. I told him, I really dont like the ideal and I have a stronger sense that we shd take care of our own children but not taking advantage of my mother's convienience... and his reply...
"the problem lie on you then... you settle your own problem..."

Sometime it can be quite stressful for me to be alone with the girls. They can get over board and out of hand. I told that man my problem and his reply...
"Who ask you to seng pai?!! Solve your own problem now..."

And what make me "blasted" last night was, for the pass 3 night, he was having some competition, so I have been handling the girls myself... from fetching them home, having dinner till wash-up and tuck in them.

For the first night, I took it as a challenge. Everything went ok. I even did some chores and whipped up a supper waiting for him. Not angry even knowing he was still chating with fren at carpark. When he came back, we manage to chat a bit and he commented "See! Man likes woman to be sweet... today you are very nice."
(In my heart was thinking, his head got problem. He still has the audacity to expect his wife to be sweet when day she had worked 8.5hrs w/o break and night continue at home and he's not helping but having self time!)

The 2nd night was a bit tire for me. Luckily mum came by. Having a person to talk somehow vented a bit. But I really have no mood to appear sweet infront of that man.

Then the 3rd night... Im so demoralise when fetching the girls, he told me he'll go JB with fren to pump oil after the competition! And he came back 2.30am!

你等着瞧

Last night the extravagant hubby came and told me...
" Eh dear, Can let me try your pant? My working pants are too slobbish already..."

.....-_-

Yes! He took 3 months to reduce from 79kg to currently 65kg! Now most probably his waistline is about the same as mine... 30cm for a man standing 6' tall is slander but for a 5' me is... ... ... stout!

mocking at me right....

你等着瞧!

Rubber Time

What is rubber time?

Rubber time is when the hubby say will pick you up at 6.45pm but then he comes at 7.30pm!!!

I hate people not answering to my question!

I am always irritated by this particular colleague who always dont answer to the question! 答非所问！Talk so much but non replying to my question! Pooh! Wasting my time, vomit blood though, but not bothering me much...

What I hate most is the hubby who's not answering to me! 十问九不答!

And the only 1 answer out of my 10 questions, he said: Dont ask me question!

ARRRH! He made me want to ask him more question! Why cant you answer me? What are you hidding from me?? Are you guilty or something???

Cause me stupidity right?! I know I should have keep my mouth shut then but sometime I just cant control...

I hate him for causing me loosing my character!

A-r-r-g-h ! ! !

Just when I have to think positive and be happy at work, there this colleague came agitating me! It very difficult but I tried not to cross line with what she's doing but still..... A-r-r-g-h! Dont understand why she likes to complicate the simplest things and dont ever expect her to do a slight complex task!

I tried to draw the line very clear but everytime when she is not able to complete her task or she had mess up something, I will be the one to clear HER SHIT!

Boss knows about it but so what! He'll just asign some other task that she's competence. That's my company policy. Assigning the task to the apporiate person to ensure the efficiency in work!

Of course I'm not wishing the company to fire her but her attitute of working is really just hoping to swindle among us! We work as a team. When the team gain credit she get the credit too! That explain why she's still surviving in the company and being paid for the professional but not having one!

She knows her own problem and inefficient but so what! She's never want to change or learn! I know I shdnt be bother by her choice of life but not when she gets into my way!

She has a mentality that since we can do a better job why dont we do it, but she forgotten that she fetching a salary that require her to produce that amount of profession! So she is always procastinating and hoping at the end of the day, as urgent, somebody will pick up for her and that person is always has to be ME ! ARRGH!!!

Me, sour?

I like mee pok with alot vinegar, shark fin soup with alot vinegar, 扳面 with alot of vinegar, 锅贴 soaked in the vinegar and my mum's Pig trotter vinegar is the best! But does too much vinegar cause me a jealousy person?

I dont deny lately me & the hubby are more harmony and happy with each other, though still have dispute but are just spices...

Last night we went JB for dinner after one of this hubby's friend keep advocating how good this shop 排骨王 was and we should go in to try. So the dinner included the friend and I was thinking food fiesta should be more people the merrier so I asked another couple of our friend and my mum along, mum always deserved this.

Indeed the food was yummy and cheap!$156 ringgit for 6 adult dinning. Worth the waiting too...we were caught in the jamed at the causeway. The 排骨王 was indeed good, we cant help but ordered another plate. We also had 1 big live seabass steamed in teochew style, steam live frogleg with ginger, braised bat meat (the only dish I dont like) and 月光 hor fun (nice name huh?). The stirred fried veggie also very nice , enough "fire power".

So much of yummy food but still cant sweeten my heart any as quietly I am having "vinegar"! The friend of hubby stays at our precinct so he tag along our car. Thoughtout the journey, hubby was busy chatting with him. There was nothing wrong but I was jealous for when i seat beside him, he can never chat so heartfully with me. His response to me is like answering question then fullstop. Sometime i will think am i speaking so soft that he cant hear or what? I hate talking to the log! During the dinner and journey home, I also feel that he is entertaining him only... my jealousy level shot up as when we had reached the home carpark, the hubby still asked me to go up myself first as they would like to have a puff !

Fine! When I reached home, opened the door and saw my sweet girls asleep, so cute... heehee tempted me to disturbed them a while

After Im done washing up, was 12am already! The hubby still not home yet, cant bear to part, huh??!

me msg him : What time is it?

hubby reply: Tigeress time. Hana come up in 5 mins.

me reply: Tigeress time still 5min?! Must lioness time then 5 sec?!

hubby reply: Im not afraid! Im a hunter!

me:

Though after a while the hubby was home and my anger had subsided, but I just cannot stop thinking is my hubby anything wrong? He will say thing like he missed me very much, so nice to see me after a hard day work... but actual fact every day he dont rush home straignt after work... he will buzz his friend when reached carpark and chat and puff then willing to come home

He has his explaination too. He proclaim that he will like to vent himself after an lousy day at work, so that when he see me, he can greet me with a happier face. But I feel that this is not very healthy, after he had purged everything to his friends, what he left for me is an switched off mind and empty shell, enough of talking and attention, just tire and want to sleep only z z z z z

Where is our sharing time then ?

I Hate Maintenance Hassle

Today my IT doctor has declared my 3 years DELL require overhaul as all the data were corrupted! Which means my girls girls photo all gone ! ! ! and I have not done any backup recently ! ! ! Arrh ! ! !
What bloody bloodhood virus ? ! !
I hate maintenance hassle ! Pc need maintenance! Air-con need maintenance! Washing machine need maintenance! Fridge need maintenance! All the electric appliances need maintenance! The house need maintenance too! Window, wall, floor, door, paint! The car need maintenance! Brake oil, engine oil... even the horn! Marriage need maintenance! Maid need maintenance!
I am not asking something maintenance free which is not possible but I just want it less hassle. I hate maintenance hassle!